Current Status and Events

So far, everything has been frustrating.

Event 1: Opening up to the EAST
The neighbors cut down the tree outside my living room window last Wednesday, exposing my living room to vast arrays of early morning sunlight as well as curious neighbors. It's been an adjustment, but my home definitely doesn't feel like my home right now. Probably a good preliminary.

Event 2: Laptop ordering
Ok, so Tuesday i put down almost 2K on a new laptop so I can get the Ipod set up, sell my cd's, start the VB class, sell the old laptop. . . ,whew, a lot rests with this. . . oh, back order . . . IBM slow to deliver . . . great.

Event 3: Tests, Tests & Tests
This week I find out the results for my medical problem. Effect is lowered Testosterone which i've been on replacement therapy for 2 years. But cause is unknown. Could be chemical, could be genetic. I just don't want to go back to that life before and don't want my hair to fall out (too much to ask?)

Also get my semi-annual round of STD/HIV testing results back on Thursday or Friday. Yeah, this isn't stressful.

But I keep going, hoping, wishing, knowing, and believing that everything will work out. I'm excited for the change, and even though I don't quite understand it all I'll get through it - which is what makes the experience in the first place.

I should do work, although I'm caught up. They want to give me a new International project and apply for the promotion they should have given me in March. Motivation isn't bad, but my attention to details (my ability to care about them) just isn’t there. Hopefully I can begin the VB class soon which would give me something to do at work as well as make it look like I was working on work at work.

Ok, more to come.