It's all good kids!

Not only did my test results come out completely negative, but I got my new lap top, told work I was quitting, have booked my movers, set my schedule, set my gym membership cancellation and now can go to Europe as originally planned thanks to my parents.

Only bad part about this week has been that I’ve been of my regular medication. NO libido what so ever. It's like being nurtured!!! Which got me to thinking. . . should I go back on them? True I have a better body and more energy. But if I don't really want sex, what are they good for?

But I know I want to still. Just looking and feeling better is worth all the risk. And I need to stop worrying about my hairline. It's just thinner . . . right?

This weekend will be a nice long one. Hanging out with Anthony and David in Santa Clara one last time, and a trip to Palo Alto. Like going home. I have to remember to return those Puma's to Bloomingdale’s.

Xbox rules. I'm so addicted to my new game I now believe I will need to finish it before leaving for Boston so I don't waist time.

Should I force myself to go out looking for hot guys tomorrow? I probably should, but god I have no energy for it. I briefly talked to Phill, and I do miss him. I'll probably think about him as I fall asleep. I just wish he'd figure out how he feels about me. Oh well, it'll happen one day. And I'm ok anyway.

More to come. . .